Dollar Signs – This Will Haunt Me (A-F Records, 2018)

Holy sheeeeeee-it. This one has come totally outta the left field and grabbed my ass. I was not expecting this. Particularly from A-F Records, whose output I’d previously dismissed as a generic quasi-political spikes and studs fodder for middleclass try-hards that like to drink cider and pretend to slum it at the expense of mum and dad. Maybe this is because the label was founded by Anti-Flag, a band I’ve never seen the attraction in, and whose music I find a bit piss-weak. This is more the kind of thing I’d expect to have been put out on No Idea or Dead Broke Reckerds.

“I’m the Usain Bolt of running from my problems”

But, life is full of surprises though, innit, mate. This record is incredible. INCREDIBLE I tell you. Anyway, Dollar Signs are from Charlotte, North Carolina. They self-describe as “student loan-core” and they play drunken punk rock drinking anthems, mate. These jams kinda remind me of Is Reinventing Axl Rose era Against Me! at times, and at others I’m put in mind of Long Island’s Latterman. At yet others there’s also a strong vibe of Mable era Spraynard. There’s also a flavour of grufty punk favourites like Billy Reese Peters and The Tim Version.

“When all your friends leave at one, you are left to get drunk with all of your personal demons.”

The tone of the lyrics here is most certainly self-deprecating, but delivered in a way that makes me by turns want to emit wry chuckles or burst into tears because they hit the nail on the head with stuff so bloody accurately. The themes here are familiar: drinking, spiralling debt, self-chastisement, low self-esteem, mental health issues, bereavement, working shitty jobs, and feeling trapped. But as more and more time passes, you come to realise this is real life, mate. No matter how much you kid yourself, there’s ultimately no escape from this blue collar hell we inhabit.

“I just realized that I’ll never do anything great. Everything I wanna say has been said in better ways”

I feel like the lyrics to Tears / Beers / Fears are going to hit home hard for a lot of people in my age group, whether they are in a band, in a stable homelife or not:

“I get embarrassed talking punk rock with my parents. Everybody’s havin kids, I’m still ripping basement gigs. It stopped being cute after I turned twenty-two. Oh my god my dreams are dumb. I’m way too old to act so young. Will this be fun when I’m forty-one. Oh my god, here it comes. Oh yeah I’m scared, I have my choice between two nightmares. At my desk or on the road, either way I’ll die alone, cuz – I don’t wanna be forty singing songs about getting drunk at prom. I don’t wanna be forty with a weird relationship with my dad and mom. I don’t wanna be forty where the only way to express my feelings is through shitty four-chord pop punk songs. I don’t wanna be forty saying “what the hell am I doing at my job?” I don’t wanna be forty, with the HOA on my shit for not mowing my lawn. I don’t wanna be forty feeling like I never got to do a goddamned thing I wanted. I don’t wanna be forty, standing on my boat, screaming at the top of my lungs, that I never got to do anything I want.”

In conclusion, this is basically the musical equivalent of those wild nights you have doubtless had at a DIY show, shouting along, raising your fist, finger-pointing, getting absolutely roasted on cheap booze, and somehow ending the night weeping in a heap on the floor surrounded by a miasma of your own shame and self-hatred, and obviously everyone else has fucked off. Tony of Nurgle rating: 9/10.

You can rock this wonderous LP for yourself on the bandcamp player below:

“And I hope that I die, listening to a song that I like.”

You can pick this up on lavender or random coloured LP or as part of a bundle from A-F Records

Tony of Nurgle is a true child of the North, currently living in exile in Croydon, South East London. He used to co-run a specialist record store in Manchester (Roadkill Records), and also spent a couple of years as a promoter, and put on shows for the likes of Leatherface, the Loved Ones, Lucero, Minus The Bear, These Arms Are Snakes, Spy vs Spy, Latterman etc. He also spent several years DJing at shady rock clubs in Manchester, and started the infamous Thursday night "punk room" at Jilly's Rockworld. Also responsible for Middle Finger Response, and collaborated with a couple of friends on a monthly night called Refuse to Lose, which will still occasionally reunite the original DJ line-up - hopefully in the not too distant future. Apart from that, it's all bitterness and a jaundiced view of human nature, rarely skateboarding, often reading books with maps in the front.

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